Survey

((Life))
-they call me: Cassandra
-status: Surviving
-occupation: Camp person
-best friend: Katee
((Rewind))
-my first breath of air: September 26th 1989
-most memorable memory: being with kids at camp
-worst memory: becoming diabetic
((Love))
-Love is: awesome
-Love or lust: love
-When love hurts, you: I write, draw and cry
((Opposite Sex))
-turn ons: nice features, beliefs
-Do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you: yes.
-where do you go to meet new people: youth group, camp, church
((Picky Picky))-cat or dog: cat
-short or long hair: short on guys! definatly!
-rain or shine: shine
-sun or moon: moon
-one best friend or ten acquaintances: one best friend with ten acquaintances!
-summer or winter: summer! CAMP!
-playstation or nintendo: neither...-car or motorcycle: car
-house party or club: neither...unless its calm
((Lately))
-how are you today: hmm...hyper?
-what pants are you wearing right now: jeans - point zero
-what shirt are you wearing right now: Hip Hop dance shirt with JPC/Wabana sweatshirt
-what does your hair look like at the moment?: different...
-how is the weather right now: dark, snowyish
-last person you talked to on the phone: my mommy
-last dream you can remember:lol that Mike and I were being hunted down by someone...dont know who dont know where...
-who are you talking to right now: Mary and Domenica
((More About You))
-what are the last four digits of your phone number: why do you want to know?
-if u were a crayon, what color would you be ? aquaish greenish blueish
-what's the next cd you are going to buy: Anberlin
-have you ever won any special award: of course...im special
-how many kids do you want to have: as many as God allows me to
-shampoo: dunno...whatever is up there
-how many TV's do you have in your house: 2
-do you have your own TV: no
-who do you dream about: someone...dont ask
-who do you tell your dreams to: friends...ppl
((Have You Ever))
-drank: no alcoholic drinks...water and diet coke? yes
-stayed in your pj's all day: yeah
-left your province: yeah
-drank milk straight from the carton: ewwww no! i dont like milk!
-tripped up the stairs: all the time...where is the fun if you dont?
-tummy ache: aww i used to get them every night
-wished upon a star: no...who does that?
-had it come true: my prayers have!
-slapped someone: hmm...hard? not really (do little brother's count?)
-danced like a maniac: yeah i was accused of being on drugs once
-chased a butterfly: when i was a kid...okay okay last summer
-gone on a cruise: no...dont i wish
-driven a motor boat: no been in one...not driven it tho
-put salt on a slug and watched it shrivel up: who is sick enough to do that?!!?
-burned stuff just because: of course at camp...we tried burning frye's school work and some lemonaide!
-been called a pyro: yeah...at camp! lol
-seen a ghost: nope...ghosts dont exist...only demons and angels!
-had something published: hmm..cant remember
-written on money: no! i spend it to fast! lol
-lost someone you cared about: yes...my grandpa!
-ran away: yeah...awhole block...lol
-punched a wall: yeah...it hurts tho...wouldnt recommend it
-punched a person: again do little brothers count?
-talked to a street sign: no but i know someone who has talked to a mailbox downtown Chicago! lol!
-shopped at wal-mart for over an hour: Of course! Wal*Mart is the ultimate store!
-been a hero: i dont know...probably!
-taken a picture of yourself: yeah all the time! i cant get enough of myself! lol j/k but yeah i have!
-had a journal: yeah a prayer journal
-worn mardi-gras beads: not that i can remember...they bug me
-been to Mardi-gras: ha ha ha no!
-heard a damaging story about your parents when they were younger/or older: who hasnt?
-heard of blind melon: huh?!
-started a trend: who knows?
-been to a rally (for a cause, not a pep-rally): umm kinda...
-given up on your dreams: depends....-had your dreams come true: depends...
-seen someone as your guardian angel: yeah...God
-protested the national anthem by not standing when everyone else does: no...i think that is rude!
-been to a sit-in: huh?
-had a pen-pal: well yeah but we never wrote
-gone out with one of your best friends: not yet
-put a message in a bottle: no but i think i had a dream once...
-sent a telegram: they still exist?
-received flowers: yeah from my grandpa
-listened to a sea-shell: yeah its cool
-been stung by a jellyfish: no but my grandpa was
-been on tv: of course...im diabetic!
-played tag when you were over the "acceptable" age: whats the "acceptable" age?
-notice patterns in the time (11:11, 12:34, etc...): all the time
-had your mom show off embarrassing baby pictures of you when your were little to your friends/boyfriend: not so much my mom as my dad
-been arrested: nope
-been put in jail: nope
-been put on trial: nope
-re-named yourself: tried in grade 6
-followed someone just because: all the time...when i get bored at the mall
-been stalked: yeah it was creepy!
-stalked someone: again at the mall
-lived a day like it was your last day: depends...
-had your 15 minutes of fame: no because i am saving it
-been in a band: at school?
-started a band: ha ha ha always dreamed to...
-had a real conversation with your parents, with NO lies whatsoever: Yeah of course because... Liars burn in Hell
-sat and watched smoke float through the air: umm...depends on the type of smoke...
-want to be somewhere with someone so much it made you cry: ummm..not recently
-played a practical joke: yeah when i was younger i put salt in my bros drink
-had a practical joke played on you: attempts...they dont work i.e. the chainsaw at camp
((People Think))
-my father thinks I am: strange...i have mood swings
-my mother thinks I am: her little gurl
-you are often complimented for: being weird
-you get embarrassed when: someone says something about someone i like
-what makes you happy: friends
-upsets you: having friends get mad at me or another friend
((Yes or No))
-you keep a diary: sometimes
-you like to cook: yes-you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes.
-you're in love: do we know what love is?
-you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no...no point to it
-you bite your fingernails: when i am nervous
((I Statements))
-i am: eating popcorn
-i want: diet coke
-i have: an itchy nose
-i wish: that some ppl would see some stuff
-i hate: satan-i miss: camp
-i fear: spiders/demons/heights
-i hear: Jeremy Camp
-i search: for freedom
-i wonder: why people swear
-i regret: saying some stuff
-i lie: i try not to
-i always: screw up
-i am not: going to back down
-i dance: for the Lord
-i cry: when people dont see the Way
-i am not always: happy
-i write: a whole lot
-i win: my battle
-i lose: my sin
-i confuse: most
-i need: nothing that God won't or hasnt already given me
-i should: witness

Okay...this is for Mary

Okay Mary...I am updating my blog...happy? lol! well...there's not much to say...I am very happy that my friend is back! We are having so much fun hanging out and doing random things...lol his cat is evil...it attacked Emily! lol! That was funny! Let's see...well today I had a random attack that I just needed to pray so I asked my teacher if I could leave and get a friend and she let me...so Domenica and I went and talked over some things that we have both been thinking... I just ask each and everyone who is reading this if you would just pray for me and some of my friends...there are some hardships coming soon...please pray! That is all I ask!

Depression

Depression? It is really scary! The random times I get the little burst of depression I have no idea why I do...but I have problems breathing and I just want to curl up and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry until I can't cry anymore...today in math class it happened...not easy...some may say "oh this must be guy related" its not...i dont think... some will say "its nothing" but i dont think thats so either....i dont know....i just wish it wouldnt happen so often....twice in the past 24 hours....its never been so close together...they scare me and i dont know what to do with them but let them take their course...though they usually leave me extremely sad and depressed after them...unless theyre at night...which they quite often are...anyways I am sure all of you really dont want to hear about my problems so I will go now

Prayers Answered!

Hey everyone! I have had an awesome week this week! I can only thank one person...GOD!!! He has just answered some prayers that I have been longing for to be answered...just a few more steps and it will complete! I am soooo excited!! Man! I could never ever ever turn my back on God...I dont know where I would be without Him!!! I would probably be dead...without God I would have probably not survived to see my fifteenth birthday...so I thank Him from the bottom of my heart right up to the top of brain!!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH LORD!