Spiritual Gifts

http://www.churchgrowth.org/cgi-cg/gifts.cgi
Here is a site to go see what you're spiritual gift is! I hope you enjoy :)

Friends!!

Okay, a positive post instead of venting! I love my friends! Friends keep your morals up! I know I can trust them! Well most of them...you know who you are if I trust you! I love them all to bits! I wish I could just spend hours upon hours dancing away with them to some awesome-wicked Christian music! I love them all! Theres so many I can't even name them all! Woot!! Love yah guys! Muah!!

Laughing Out Loud...Are We Really?

LOL...one of the most common phrases used on the "net"...but think...how many times do you say it in a conversation...some people they say it after EVERYTHING! some rarely say it...how many people actually are laughing? I can pretty well guess that only about 0.00001 % of those people actually laugh when they say LOL...why am I writing this...I don't know....as I said this Blog is about my thoughts, my feelings and my beliefs...You can't change them...I am sorry...Laughing Out Loud...is an expression to get out of ackward situations...like say you say something really stupid on msn...you can not take it back so you say "lol" as though you are joking...right now jokes are the last thing everyone needs...i think were all about this close to falling off of the edge!

Life...as I know it...

Life? Life? Life? what is there to do in life? nothing? sit here? man i know what i should be doing...but i hate being alone...i am home alone so much! nothing to do...no one to talk to...yeah theres chatting on msn and habbo etc. but that can only get you so far!! man...i really dont know what to do...i wish someone could come and help me...i wish someone could come and talk to me one on one...without some how poking fun at me or something...not even on the phone either...face to face...listening what i have to say...thinking seriously about what i am going through...i hear so much whining...ive given up on going on backwardfish.com anymore because all it is is: "oh boo-hoo my boyfriend is sick" "boo-hoo i want a boyfriend" "boo-hoo my boyfriend has gone a trip for the weekend" i hear no things like "I need prayer for this friend who is about to kill her/himself" anymore because people fill it with crap...crap about boys...listen God chooses what and when you get a boyfriend...trust me im still waiting...i thought...nevermind i think i thought wrong...if i havent i dont know whats going on...but thats not the point...my point is life needs some spicing up and i need someone...close to my age to talk to...someone who can face to face talk with me about things in life...well i'll stop wasting ur time...not that anyone will probably read this...how about this ill stop wasting my time...

Worship and the "Christian" Youth

How many "Christian" youth out there worship everyday of their lives? Or do they only worship God when it is convient for them...i hear so many say...oh i dont like Christian music cause all they sing about is God....well d'uh thats what they are suppose to sing about...isnt it? or whats the point on calling them Christian? like come on....get with it....i learned in my experience that we need a daily dose of God from not only the Bible and prayer but from music...the Bible is great and so is talking to God and praying but you know you do get alot out of music that glorifies God to.....i know i am overcome with the grace of God everytime i listen to the song "Beautiful One" by Jeremy Camp....i just want to praise God for being wonderful!!!! and the song Enough by Jeremy Camp is also a great song!! you get nothing out of people like 3 doors down, system of a down, or eminem....yeah you can listen to them every so often but dont let them be the only things you listen to...here are a few good choices for Christian music:
1) Thousand Foot Krutch
2) Beaumont
3) MxPx
4) P.O.D.
5) Newboys
6) Jeremy Camp
7) Day Of Fire
8) Switchfoot
9) delirous?
10) Hawk Nelson
11) Skillet
and many many more....you can find some Christian music at www.UpperRoomBookstore.com

wow

wow....spiritual battles happen every day...my brother matt can testify to that...man....the stuff he has been through is absoultly terrifying but exciting at the same time...God is really working through the young people out on the streets of Vancouver who are witnessing to these poor desoulte people....pray for them and go to this website to find out more:
http://firebloodandrevolution.blogspot.com/
Peace

Coolness?

coolness...something everyone struggles with...i want to be cool but the "popular people" dont like me....boo hoo.....i say we lynch the popular people....like the only reason theyre popular is cause they say they are and guess what we let them be "popular"....man if we acted like them wouldnt we be the oh so "popular" people...i know that these people have no true friends...they dont trust anyone and friendships fall apart in the world of coolness all the time....i know first hand....but you know what...you dont need to have a huge group adoring you...all you need to have is a friend or two and the knowledge how to have fun without drugs, alcohol and sex....my friends and i have fun all the time with no drugs, sex or alcohol all you need is God in your life....and a little bit of sugar and you can have a blast...cool people cant do stuff uncool but we can...we can dress how we want to dress...talk the way we want to talk , eat what we want to eat believe how we want to believe and act how we want to act....does that not sound awesome in its self? give me a break who needs coolness?

Lies....

Lies...dispicable lies...i hate them....they ruin friendships, ruin life and ruin your feelings. spreading lies and rumors will only come back to you...usually the person you lied about will find out and they will get upset...like you cant lie about someone then expect them to not remember...yeah yeah you are to forgive and forget...man thats how i was brought up but i was also brought up that lying is a sin...if you dont know what sin is...look it up...the Bible is a nice place to find it....
here I would like to share a song that i know a lot of people now...
Revelations Revelations 21:8 21:8
Liars Burn in Hell, Liars Burn in Hell, BURN BURN BURN, BURN BURN BURN
Peace Out

Feelings?

Here's a question I have for all you guys out there...Do you guys enjoy making girls hurt? I have had soooo many hits at my emotions by many different guys...it hurts and I know i have become depressed because of it...some of you out there may know who i am talking about...heck some of you may be one the guys that have hurt me...all i want anymore is a real relationship with someone that actually acts like they care instead of telling me they do but in reality don't....or at least don't show it....being loved and cared for is something every girl wants....dont you guys understand that...or is that to much to deal with?

Forgivness

what is it to forgive and forget? does it mean that if we steal something that the owner shoud say oh well if you give it back i will not charge you and forgive you? does to forgive and forget mean there should be no consequences for your actions...of course you will get in trouble if you steal something but forgive and forget means to forgive and forget this whole thing after. like if you fight with your friend you will forgive each other quickly after the fight and eventually you will forget you ever fought...we should be like that with everyone and everything no matter how tough it is....God forgives...why cant we?